I made myself to be isolated for a long time --just enclosed my family, one or two old frd , no body else came to touch me although sometimes they miss me. Good thing is i don"t miss them at all. Maybe I am being extremely emotional. The sadness is surrounding me at midnight. The emptiness besides me at morning. And the lacking energy, I felt it whole day. The faith therapy never worked in my mind last 25 years. Now I realized the more i didn't believe it the more faith choose me to believe. Perhaps I couldn't jump out this circle ever.
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1， 我有了一点点动力，事情应该会好办一点， 我有了前车之鉴，也就没那么可怕了， 我有不稳定的情绪，之前是被谁打破的？ 2， 我是心有不甘，被别人牵者鼻子走的人， 你又是谁？ 3， 我是手儿奈。
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1，两天走不出电影的情绪，都怪我这颗敏感自怜的心啊，这样的电影太多了，就象我到现在still挣扎要不要过“海豚湾”这个坎。在我有生之年肯定还有很多就这样被我放弃的电影。 2，今天吃了老鸭粉丝汤，nnd，破戒了，再从头开始。 另外再加一条：拒绝皮革商品 3，EADGBE, EGBDF.
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1，由于去年某段时间的记忆模糊，我会真实的留下一些细节和笔记 2，选择被谁看或者选择被谁随便看到，这太重要了。 3，并没有按照常理进行，他们乱套的脚色并不知道即将到来的反常，可能是我太多虑，太不怀好意了
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持有恒心很难 失败的作品 微成熟的心志 远处的幸福源自盼来的新生命给我鼓舞
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