I made myself to be isolated for a long time --just enclosed my family, one or two old frd , no body else came to touch me although sometimes they miss me. Good thing is i don"t miss them at all. Maybe I am being extremely emotional. The sadness is surrounding me at midnight. The emptiness besides me at morning. And the lacking energy, I felt it whole day. The faith therapy never worked in my mind last 25 years. Now I realized the more i didn't believe it the more faith choose me to believe. Perhaps I couldn't jump out this circle ever.
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