Sit here and listen to the rain
It falls so loud on my window pain
Sometimes drowning me
Its like a flood
I wish the weather would lift me
I wish it could

Abandon ship before its too late
Or all this love Ive got will turn into pain,
You’re not so very far away
But I feel more distant with each passing day
I’m alone

I’m the fire and youre the flame
Feeling put out, whose to blame?
Still I find myself misplaced
Lost in someone else
I feel erased


___ im alone. even though i know im not, i do feel that i am. you tell me iam not, but who can really understand how i feel and totally realize what i want. and not think that iam a crazed idiot who is just asked for obscurity. so that is what i do, sit here and listen to the rain. a light shower sounds like hail against my window. everything becomes so loud. i cover my ears so can block off all the noise, but how can it be when it is coming from the inside. my heart screams. and only the weather who is able to take me away from here is my only resort. should i abandon this ship? or wait til i get hurt? .... feel as if everything is vanishing before my eyes.