抹殺內心的色彩


freaking big shit period in life.
family, sch, friends

seriously.. i've tried to be much more positive in life.

positive or 阿Q
so much distortion of facts that i don't even know what to do. do like that, cannot, dont do this leh, it's also a no

i swear i've really tried my best this year. i know sometimes i'm still kind of shit. but it's still only to like 1 or 2 people. the rest of the time, i've been trying really really hard.

really tired already. i've tried my best in everything.
i just don't seem to be able to speak out, make some sense and make things better. feels useless. attempted to become more outspoken but in cases like these...
truly hope my grandfather can get well soon. love him so much


荼薇紅過都變枯枝
血肉之軀會沒法保持
唯獨春天可以給記住

凡人無法聽見的詩
種在心中　萬劫不移