抹殺內心的色彩 freaking big shit period in life. family, sch, friends seriously.. i've tried to be much more positive in life. positive or 阿Q so much distortion of facts that i don't even know what to do. do like that, cannot, dont do this leh, it's also a no i swear i've really tried my best this year. i know sometimes i'm still kind of shit. but it's still only to like 1 or 2 people. the rest of the time, i've been trying really really hard. really tired already. i've tried my best in everything. i just don't seem to be able to speak out, make some sense and make things better. feels useless. attempted to become more outspoken but in cases like these... truly hope my grandfather can get well soon. love him so much 荼薇紅過都變枯枝 血肉之軀會沒法保持 唯獨春天可以給記住 凡人無法聽見的詩 種在心中　萬劫不移　
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